Chapter Ten

Outside, Merrick closed his eyes and felt for the telltale connection to the others of his race.  In his mind, he could see the bright flash of a trail that he deemed would take him straight to the enemy.

Enemy, he mused, what a funny thing to call them.  Most had been his friends; some more than that, but he refused to think about that.  This was the here and now, not a place to reminisce.

Quietly, he hiked through the dry forest following the bright path only seen by him.  He walked for an hour before reaching a small bungalow half-sunken into the marshy ground it was built on.  The place looked like it was falling apart, but inside no expense was too great for the furnishings.

In the side closest to him, a rusted storm cellar door was propped open with a small rock by some chance.  Inside, the stairs led into an icy blackness devoid of all light.  Even without the light, Merrick could see each step perfectly and the floor below.

The room at the bottom was far from what he expected- in fact, it stopped him in his tracks.  The walls were only part of the eclectic tone, being painted traffic cone orange, and the couch was the centerpiece.  The sofa was spinach green, and, to top it all off, the pillows were red satin.  Altogether, the room was a style train wreck.

This was it.  “Pierre, you really screwed up my image in the past twenty-four hours, but we both have a lot in common,” Merrick started in a gruff, quiet voice, “My friends, erm, rather my enemies, are weak, but they used to be strong; they used to be my friends.  Can you make them strong as you tried to do to me?  I promise they won’t be smart enough to thwart your schemes.  How about it?”

“I’ll do it!” he exclaimed, “Just let me out of this jar- it’s indecent!”

Merrick sighed and popped the lid off of the bulky jar.  Pierre took one last look at him and stated his parting words, “Keep things right between you and that Luna girl; she’s a keeper.  Besides that, feed.  More and often.  Don’t be ashamed to embrace who you really are.  What you really are.”

With those words, the omelet sprang into the dark hallway leading away from the room.  He didn’t turn back, and Merrick supposed he would never see him again.

It was just as well.  In the end, he was too much of a silent person to deal with the egg-product’s incessant chatter.  Silence was most definitely golden.

As he pulled himself out of the storm cellar, Merrick felt a pang of guilt buzz through his mind.  Guilt, being a human emotion, wasn’t one he was used to feeling, and it was over as soon as it began.  The only people he ever cared about were about to be attacked by a deadly omelet; no big deal, right?

The walk back was silent torture.  The leaves rattled around him in an icy breeze, uncharacteristic for this time of year.  Merrick used the silence to think about nothing, and everything, in particular.  However, the walk was over as soon as it began.

 “Did I miss something?”  Merrick asked as he froze in the doorway.  Both girls, who previously had been engaged in a shouting match, became very silent as soon as he entered the room.

Karine spoke up to voice her side of the argument, “I know you’ll see my side of this!  We haven’t been able to train for a solid block of time, and we’re going to get killed when the whole showdown happens.  We need to use our time tonight to start on weaponry training.”

Luna stood up after Karine finished.  In a light voice she made her opinion known, “And I say we’ve done enough.  We got rid of a threatening omelet, scared off Lucia, and lived through an attack from the vampire hunters; we deserve a break!”

“Wow…  I really don’t want to get in the middle of this, but the pool would boost morale…” he stated quietly as he braced against the wall behind him.

“How did I know you’d side with her…?  I’ll be in my room changing.  We’ll meet down here in twenty minutes.”  Karine stated.  She stormed up the stairs and loudly slammed her door.

 “Thanks, Merrick.  I really just need a distraction from the stress.  Are you alright now?”  Luna asked.  She moved closer to him with concern etched on her face.

“No.  I need… help,” he started quietly.  Merrick walked over to the edge of the couch where the black box from his Cajun friends lay untouched, “Can you trust me enough to follow me upstairs without asking questions?  This is hard for me.”

“I don’t know…”

“Please.  I promise to explain everything when Karine won’t hear us.”

Please.  He pushed the thought into her mind with more energy than he should have.  When the room quit spinning, Luna was a foot away.

“I trust you.”

Merrick was the first person on the stairs, but Luna wasn’t far behind him when he stopped.  “Give me a second,” he whispered while he waited for another wave of dizziness to pass.  He knew she wouldn’t just stand around.

And she didn’t; within seconds she snaked an arm around his back.  “Come on, I’ll help you up.  I think I know what you’re going to say.”  Slowly, the group made their way up to the room without any casualties.

“Tell me everything about what is happening and how the black box you’ve been clutching figures into it.  Now,” Luna demanded as soon as the door clicked shut.

“Okay,” he answered wearily as he sank into the bed, “I guess I can’t run from it any longer; next month I will stop aging and become the full monster of my nightmares.  After my turn I can’t be in the sun for long periods off time… and…  I will have to consume blood more than once a month to survive.”

“How does all this figure into it?”  Luna prompted.

“I don’t want to become a monster; I haven’t fed since you gave me blood, but I’ve done more in the past week than in my entire life.”

Luna swallowed, “So you need blood; how hard can that be?  Bite me.”

“No way in hell!  I don’t understand.  I just don’t understand…”  Merrick stated incredulously, “How can you be okay with this when even I am not?”

“People do and say crazy things when they’re in love,” she answered, “and I love you.”  Luna paused and spoke again, “If you won’t bite me, what do you need me to do?”

“It’s in that box.  When I was gone, I went to visit a group of people in the new Cajun center; we’ve known each other since we were bitten.  They’ve helped me thorough a lot, and vice versa, but they screwed me over this time.”  Merrick spoke slowly.

Luna carefully peeled the tape off of the box and fingered the contents, “Syringes, and vials of blood…  How did they screw you over?”

“Usually, I visit them once a year and have a barbeque with them.  We eat, drink, and shoot up.  Everyone helps everyone, but it’s been a few years since I’ve attended.  When Cavos left…  I lost the heart to go anywhere,” Merrick began, “So when I showed up yesterday, they knew I was trying to shun everything I’ve become.”

He stopped and looked at his fingers.  Eventually, he answered her previous question, “They decided to put a hex on it.  While I am mildly terrified of needles, they made it so I couldn’t… inject it myself.”

Luna’s eyes widened, “So you want me to- to stick a sharp object in your arm?  What if I hurt you?  What happens during this?”

“You won’t,” he assured, “I really need this; can you try?  Soon?”

She hesitated, but decided fast.  She could do this, by god.  Luna nodded.  “Just tell me what to do.”

Merrick took a deep breath and sent a quick prayer to whatever entity would listen.  “I’m going to lay back and manage my breath so you can find a vein.  I’m sure you can guess the effect of shooting me up will be, so I want you to get as far away from me as possible until I break free from it.  I want- no- I need you safe.”

“Whatever- just hold still!”  Luna exclaimed while she poured the vial into the well of the needle.  With shaking fingers she pulled his forearm into her lap and pressed the point to a visible vein.  She quickly glanced up at Merrick, who lay perfectly still with his eyes shut, before breaking the skin and completing the task.

The syringe dropped to the floor as Merrick twitched in front of her eyes.  Luna took a deep breath and made another important decision; there was no way she could leave him.  He was going to be annoyed when he found out.

“Luna…  You have… to leave…  Now!”  Merrick exclaimed when he opened his eyes, “I can’t hold it off anymore…  Your blood smells… amazing…”  His eyes flashed red and stayed that color while he pulled her closer, eventually rubbing his cheek on her neck.

“Let me ride it out with you,” Luna stated as she moved so he was buried in her shirt, “Just hold on until it passes.  I promised you I would stay with you, and I meant it.”

Karine knocked on the door twenty minutes later.  “Are you two coming?  I said twenty minutes and that’s what I intended!”  Karine called through the door.

Merrick’s eyes shot open and he took stock of his surroundings.  He carefully pulled away from Luna and backed off the bed before stuffing the rest of the box’s contents into his top drawer with the rest of his valuables.  “We’re coming,” Merrick answered while he poked Luna, “Luna, you have to put on your bathing suit so we can leave.”

“I completely forgot!  Ugh!”  Luna shrieked as she launched herself off the bed, “Turn around or something; I don’t want you staring!”  She waited a few minutes for Merrick to motivate before flying to the drawer and getting dressed.

Merrick himself slipped out of the room, and ran right into a waiting Karine.  She was draped in a large black shirt, and her arms were crossed impatiently over her chest.  “Where are you going so fast?”

“I…  Erm…  Towels?”  Merrick covered while moving away from the angry female.  She paused, and Merrick took his opportunity to dart down the stairs behind her.

Luna appeared a minute or so later.  “Karine said something about getting towels to appease you.  Do I want to know?” she asked suspiciously.  He shook his head, but didn’t say a word.  She used his silence against him, “She’s going to meet us there…  Help me find it!”

Merrick let her pull him out of the door and watched as she made sure the door latched.  Earlier reconnaissance proved that a pool was at the end of the beaten brown path; it was still a long walk through the gardens.

“Are you sure that this pool will be okay to swim in?  I mean, it has been a while since there were people living here and taking care of it, it could be nasty!”  Luna shuddered, thinking on what could be lurking at the bottom of any pool.

“We shouldn’t doubt anything in this place…”

“I’m not afraid of a pool, Merrick!  Speaking of fear, what are you afraid of?”

This caught him off guard, but he knew he had to answer.  Merrick made a point to avoid dwelling on emotions.  “I fear nothing.”

“Whatever!  You have to be afraid of something,” Luna started as she tried to look him in the eye.  His eyes drew her attention like magnets, dark, tense, as if he wasn’t really meaning what he said.  “Spiders, illness, mold?

“None.  Fear is a… human…emotion.”

She crossed her arms over her chest and huffed impatiently, “Well it probably is to you!  I fear losing my remaining friends and having to return home to fall back into my routine of being hated.  I’m afraid of ending up alone except for a kid from a one night stand.”

Outside, neither of them spoke; however, on the inside, Merrick fought with himself to keep quiet.  Did she not see her potential?  How could anything that horrid be in her future?  Because she is with me?  A ghostly thought whispered through his mind.  He shook his head and stayed silent, only listening to the quiet sounds of Luna’s breathing.

A few minutes later, a brightly lit natatorium came into view.  The building was small in comparison to the house and made of the same colored bricks.  Two large windows allowed view into the steamy room alongside an impressively decorated door; steam bubbled merrily from a metal vent on the roof.

Merrick pushed open the door and allowed Luna to pass him in a chivalrous gesture.  Inside, a small square Jacuzzi bubbled happily next to a lima bean shaped pool.  Plastic pool chairs in a kaleidoscope of colors swirled around the perimeter of the room and the pool itself.

“It looks so small from the outside,” Luna remarked, mirroring Merrick’s thoughts.  “But this place is really big!”  She ran to the pool edge and felt the water before running back to Merrick, “and it’s warm!”

She continued to buzz around the room in excitement while Merrick looked for a place he could stay dry once seated in the shadows.

Merrick, where are you going?”  Luna asked when she noticed him in a chair on the outskirts of the area.

Very stiffly, to avoid feeling weak once more, “I’d rather not get wet.”  The confusion moved on her face in waves and she stepped closer.

“I get the feeling you’re keeping something from me again,” she stated warily, “and I don’t like it…”

“I wish I could explain, but…”

“You can’t?”

He flinched at her deadpan tone and looked at the ground.  Eventually she moved away and started to strip to her bikini.  The suit in question was blue with silver trim that fit tight to her body.  It was all Merrick could do to stop staring.

Luna, noticing his stare before he looked away, sauntered over and crossed her arms in front of him, “You like, don’t you?  I put on my favorite suit to swim with you and now you just won’t, so you can get any of- I’ve never noticed you wearing jewelry before…  Can I see it?”

He dropped the pendant that he subconsciously held onto and thought of his control.  Could he go without the familiar weight on his chest?  Merrick nodded, as if answering him and her in the same instant, and drew the black cord over his head, placing it into her outstretched fingers.

Lightly, Luna fingered the pendant and admired the craftsmanship of it.  The material was some sort of stone with a twinkling diamond set in the very center; it was smoothed into the shape of an ornate cross, ironic for a vampire, and was only about the size of the top bit of her thumb.

“Lapis,” he stated, reinstating the black cord around his neck, “It’s very old.  Cavos and I have the only two of its kind; we got them from a medicine woman in India when we turned sixteen.  Very few possess the power these do.”  The conversation died another painful death to silence.

Then, as if called to fill in the silence, Karine burst through the door.  “Did you guys feel that?  I know someone was watching me out there!”  She exclaimed as she deposited the towels on another dry seat.

Luna, thinking Karine was joking, eased herself into the pool for a lack of anything better to do.  Merrick shot Karine an all knowing look because his fears were confirmed:  Someone was outside, and that someone probably didn’t mean well.

In the next few minutes, Karine and Luna were both laughing and splashing around in the pool while Merrick stoically watched.  “Come on, Merrick, I know all of the vampire lore and you guys can swim just fine.  What gives?”  Karine asked as she leaned on the edge with her elbows.

“I, erm, I cannot explain,” he answered for the last time, “I don’t want to ruin your fun, so I’m going to watch the sun finish setting.”  With those words, he sped out of the awkward room as fast as possible.

Outside, the sun was barely visible in the sky, but it was still warm from the heat of the day.  He sat against the glass window, pulled his legs to his chest as tight as he could, and stared at the dusk sky wondering how much wrong he was allowed to do before the gods smote him down.

In fact, Merrick was so caught in his thoughts that a smaller boy made his way towards him and waved him hand in front of his face.  The most amazing part: he didn’t even notice.

“Aw, man…  This sucks!  He’s always been good at ignoring me, but this is just crazy!” he exclaimed as he poked the boy next to him.  Finally, the expected reaction.

Merrick leapt to his feet, suddenly aware of the other boy.  “Cavos,” he stated, masking the surprise in his calm voice.

“Please, hear me out,” Cavos pleaded, “I want to apologize for leaving.”

“Why would you do that?  So you can turn around and backstab me again?”  Merrick asked while he moved away from his childhood friend, “I thought you were my friend, but I was tragically mistaken.”

“You have to hear me out; I feel terrible!”  Cavos exclaimed as he fell to his knees.

Merrick took a seat on the dry ground and made a decision, “Begin.”

Nervously, the thin boy sank to his feet and started his long explanation, “Do you remember the day you left us all alone to shop since Lucia was sobbing too hard to do it for herself?  Um, of course you do…  When you were gone, we got a visitor from the queen.  We had to let her in, and by her, I mean Eleni.  She told us everyone was being recalled to join forces against a group of hunters.”

“And you believed her even after she told you so many lies after our creation?”  Merrick asked incredulous.

“I… well…we didn’t remember, or know any better.  You were our leader…  Anyway, she made it really enticing on top of that.  Lucia was told she’d be granted ultimate power over her looks, and Vernico and I, uh, we were promised something too…”  Cavos trailed off as he began to color in his cheeks.  Merrick’s continued unbelieving look spurred him to elaborate, “Okay, I don’t really want to say it because you were my best friend practically from birth, but Vernico and I wanted to be a couple, but I was afraid you wouldn’t be friends with me anymore, okay?”

That changed Merrick’s look from one of doubt to one of shock.  “If you would have told me of your, um, preferences, I wouldn’t have cared.  You don’t have to be straight to be my friend, I think…”  Merrick forced out as his mind raced a mile a minute.  Suddenly Cavos’ lack of interest in woman made sense; it did open a lot of other unmentionable doors…

“Anyway, she offered us the freedom of each other without scorn, and, I don’t know, we all blindly went for it.  She let us pack and then poofed us there…”  Cavos finished, slightly more confident.

“That still doesn’t explain why you’re all trying to kill me.  Once you figured out the plot against every other person on the planet, why didn’t you leave?”  Merrick asked.  He took a leaf from Luna’s book and crossed his arms in a very menacing pose.

“I’m not going to lie to you, Merrick,” Cavos answered quietly after a short silence.  “The fact that I could live in riches with my boyfriend without having to constantly look over my shoulder for attackers, well, that appealed to me.”

“And our friendship meant nothing more than hunger and paranoia?”  Merrick asked, fists balling up at his side, “I counted you as my brother, and you still felt the need to disappear and leave me by myself?”

“What do you care?  Brother, hah, that is truly a laugh.  I know how quietly you treaded around the house.  Every time you’d look at me, your eyes were full of disgust!”  Cavos spat back in defense.

“It was not disgust at you,” Merrick forced out in a painfully even voice.

“Then what was it?  Did you even notice I was gone until you needed to use me for some malicious purpose?”  Cavos questioned, clearly on a roll.

Merrick resolved himself to what had to happen and strode over to his previous friend.  When he was within touching distance, Merrick rolled one of his sleeves up and eyed his arm before showing it to Cavos.  “See the marks on my arm?  When everyone left, I couldn’t begin to think of what I had done to deserve it, and I wasn’t sure I could stay sane without other contact.  I tried to kill myself four times before I realized I couldn’t do so; I could only cause myself pain.”

“What do you mean?”

Merrick laughed darkly and switched arms, showing him the many faint scars imbedded in a myriad of patterns.  “Are you really that dense?  I began to enjoy the pain because it reminded me that I was still alive, still human, for a bit longer.  It was in this form of insanity that I was first saved by Luna; I didn’t remember it for so long because it was a painful memory.”

Silence, then it was broken by Cavos.  “I spilled for you, so what happened?”  Cavos asked, enthralled as he traced a few of the longer ones down Merrick’s arm.

He drew back a few feet and sat once more, Cavos did the same.  Then Merrick divulged, “I was in the parking lot after my planned last day of school; you see, I had been planning for a while, and building my courage, to finally stake myself.  I was making the last few cuts to my collection of pain to stabilize myself, but I had every intention of never seeing any of it again.”

“And where does this female come into it?”  Cavos fed in, noticing the distant look in Merrick’s eyes.

Merrick didn’t even hear his words as he relived the whole scene in front of his eyes…

* * * * *

“God, I am so glad that this is my last… fucking… day of school ever,” Merrick intoned to himself, pausing as he dug deeper ridges into his left wrist.  Very little of his arm was still virgin flesh, but this spot was the last of it. 

Blood dripped from the cuts in a rhythmic way that both spellbound and disgusted him.  Couldn’t he even die neatly?  Apparently not.  He stifled morbid laughter thinking about the poor soul who would have to wash his blood from the pavement.

Just as sudden as the thought popped through his mind, a small, beautiful girl appeared at the back of the mini-van parked next to him.  Leave it to this poor unfortunate soul to park in the worst possible spot…  There were only two cars left in the lot: Merrick’s small sedan and the van; can you say poetic irony?

Hastily, he dropped the knife into the open back window and rolled the sleeve of his black button-down shirt over the oozing wounds.  The blood wet the sleeves a bit, but the black made it blend into the material.  Then he turned to watch her approach the cars.

In her hands was a heaping stack of books that impeded her line of vision; Merrick could see what was going to happen next, but he could never have predicted it to happen as it did.  She reached for her pocket and pulled out a key ring, and it was at that moment that the books propelled her backwards and towards the very sharp edge of the vanity hubcaps Merrick had installed so no one would steal the things...

Let her die…  One half of his brain demanded, pointing out how dangerously close he was to losing all humanity, but then the other, more selfish, part spoke up, But then you’ll have to clean up after it…  So there he stood on the precipice of another disaster with yet another decision to make.

Within seconds he swooped under her and held her close to his chest, protecting her neck as he righted himself and deposited her on top of the trunk to his car.  “Are you hurt?” he asked roughly as he pulled the sunglasses from the bridge of his nose.

“You, you saved me…” she stated, obviously confused, “but why?  No one is nice to me…”  She reached up and tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear in a nervous gesture, and Merrick was equally as awkward.

“Yeah, well, it’s too hard to clean up after split skulls.  See, my car is almost brand new, so I don’t need a blood stain,” Merrick attempted to joke.  It didn’t work, and the horrified look in her eyes intensified.

“Damn…  Look, I didn’t mean it…  I can’t let anyone else die…” he stated defeated, “If you’re not hurt you can leave me.”

“I didn’t hit the ground, thanks to you, but I still have blood on my blouse.  My father is going to kill me…  I have to arrive clean and on time or else…”  She groaned.  Then realized her oversight, “Wait!  Are you okay?  Are you bleeding?”  She then noticed his uncomfortable stance and the soaked sleeve.

“It’s nothing…” he growled as she tried to grab his arm.  She missed the first time, but he miscalculated her reach on the second; her hand grasped his arm in the exact spot of his last session.  It was all he could do not to cry out, but his breathing altered from the high of feeling such pain.

She gently peeled the material from the gashes and stared at the carnage for a few moments.  “What happened to your arm?”  She asked naively.

“If I bleed, I know I’m human.  If I cause myself pain, I can’t feel what others do to hurt me.  Isn’t it obvious?”  He asked, a feral look radiating from his eyes.  If eyes were really a window into the soul, he had more problems than just cutting.

“You did this to yourself?  But why?  Everyone has someone who loves them, and if not, everyone will find someone eventually who does.  Who loves you?”  She asked.  God, she was dense for a sixteen year old…

“My father rues the day I was born, and my friends and roommates betrayed me and left.  I’m not even good enough for them.  That’s why today is my last day here…” he bravely answered.

She met his eyes cautiously, “Are you moving?”

Not even close.  Tonight is the night where I do my only good deed and die…  He almost said it, even came really close to answering with half of it.  He thought better of ruining her clear outlook on life.  “Why do you care?”

She thought for a moment before imparting a little more of her odd wisdom, “Because I know what it’s like to be hated every day of my life, and the world would be a darker place without you in it.”

He laughed darkly once more at her suggestion that anyone would notice his death, but saw that maybe she was telling the truth.  “Stay put,” she commanded in a playful manner, “I’ll get my first-aid kit!”

Stunned, rather than willing, Merrick stood rooted in that spot as she returned with a few wet cloths and bandages.  Within a few minutes, the cuts were hidden beneath layers of puffy gauze and the first-aid kit was safely stowed back in the van.

As they both walked to respective cars, the girl turned and shouted back to him, “Hey, you!  My name is Luna.  You never told me your name, but I want to see you here tomorrow, and the day after that, and forever after that.  Chao!”  The van back away in a flourish and sped off into the calm afternoon.

Once the air felt like he had been the only one standing in the vacant parking lot, he settled into the driver seat and reached for the knife once more.  Luna.  She wanted him alive- not just to mock, but to enjoy the company of. 

Smiling briefly for the first time in two years, he tossed the knife out the window where it imbedded itself into the pavement.  He slammed the transmission into reverse and followed the bold girl’s moves by speeding away.

* * * * *

“And then I erased her memory of me the next morning; I never let her even learn my name,” Merrick finished evenly, “I then blocked her out of my memory of that day; that is, until the day of graduation where…  I remembered everything.  Everything of who, and what, I was before I became a monster.”

“Aw, shit, man…”  Cavos drew closer to his friend, “I never thought it would hurt so much for us to leave.  Why didn’t you call to me?  Up until recently I’ve had my stone.”

“It’s not your burden to bear; it never was.”

Then the two embraced in that odd, awkward hug between brothers until Merrick’s gaze landed on a thin girl in the doorway to the pool.  His beautiful, thin savior from years past stood in the entrance with a look of horror that only meant one thing: she’d heard every word.

Merrick?” she called softly, not wanted to intrude on a private moment.

He broke away from Cavos and turned away.  He could feel, even smell, Luna growing closer to him, but he refused to face her.  He’d wanted to tell, swore he would!  Yet, his chance had never come.

Merrick prepared for the worst, but when Luna was right behind him, she did nothing he expected.  He expected her to look upon him in revulsion for hole he had to dig himself from, or punish him for never speaking with her about it.  Instead, she embraced him from behind, her arms around his waist.

“Merrick, dude, listen; now that know what I do, I don’t want to fight you.  I’ve never believed in the cause, so is everything forgiven between us?”  Cavos asked tentatively while he eyed the pair anxiously, “I will tell my partner of this and convince him to take the right side.”

“I know what you are saying for I lived with you too long,” Merrick started as he turned to face Cavos again.  Luna, who felt really stupid standing between two male vampires while they spoke, let Merrick go as he turned, so he was free to move.  “You have my consent to leave.”

“Thank you, frater.”  Cavos stated as he stalked away into the darkness.  He paused slightly before entering the woods to speak clearly, “Your graduation moment was one of glory, my friend, and I wish your father would have forgiven you enough to have attended.  He would be proud.” 

With those words, Merrick and Luna were left standing in the clearing.  The sun was fully below the horizon, and the air was cool for a summer night, but it was still warm outside.  Luna shivered, and it was then that he realized that she was still scantily clad in her bikini. 

Flinching at the unfamiliar feeling of bare arms, he pulled his shirt off and handed it to Luna.  She pulled it on without a word, and then began to trace the scars on his exposed skin.  “Was that story true?” she asked quietly without looking up.

“Of course.  The big question is: what does it mean for us?”



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About Me. Who is me? I am not a very exotic 'me' either... I like to write and read and listen to music. People either matter to me, or they don't: I don't do the hot and cold thing with anyone. Cats are my favored animal and Lapis my stone of choice. I am 17 and in college, hoping to major in Food Science and minor in Culinary Arts. Enjoy.