Chapter Eight

When Karine and Darien returned, not too happy to have been left behind to walk back alone, they noticed the uncharacteristic huddle on the couch.  Merrick had shied away from all humans and his own people, and it was very rare to see him trusting another person.  Karine knew because she had specifically looked at his past in order to tell if she could trust him to be different from the rest of his villainous people.

Quietly, she flung a blanket on top and met Darien in the kitchen.  Darien was hastily moving around the room adding his personal items to the cabinets with a tortured expression on his face.  Knowing that she was about to get into things that she didn’t really want to, Karine sighed and stated, “What’s wrong with you?”

“Seeing them about to relate to each other- Have you ever done anything that you’ve regretted?”  He asked while he paced the empty space in the room.

“If you wear a hole in the floor I may have to!  Just sit down and spit it out,” Karine answered as she pulled him into a seat.

“Seeing Merrick and Luna getting along so well has made it really clear that I’m never going to get what they have!  No one wants to trust an idiot…”  He stated quickly as he examined the backs of his hands.

“And you regret this how?”  Karine prompted after a moment of silence.

“It’s not really my fault,” Darien continued while he watched her face passively.  She started to speak, but he cut her off, “Let me explain without interruption.  When I was in third grade I had a friend named Kalan…”

* * * * *

“Why do you have to be so stupid Darien?”  A boy with black hair and blue eyes asked the other.

“I- I guess that I’ll just never be as smart as you K,” the other replied as he tossed his math homework across the room.  It fluttered to the floor sadly.

“Don’t despair, my less fortunate friend- I have a solution!”  K replied as he pulled a sheet of blank paper from his teal notebook.

“What are you doing?”  Darien asked as Kalan pulled an undetected pocket knife from his back pocket, “Ouch!  Kalan- that hurt!”

Kalan pulled both of their fingers together over the jagged page and let a drop fall from each prick, “I have to have a blood agreement to start the ceremony.”

“Ceremony?  Blood Agreement?  I haven’t agreed to anything!”  Darien squeaked out as a pen stood stationary in the center of the page.

“You should have told me before,” K stated as he held his subtlety glowing hands above the pen, “I can’t stop it now!  I evoke the seemingly dark ritual magic of my many ancestors; hear my plea and make me one with the power!”

“Kalan?”

“Silence!”  He shouted as his voice took on an evil ringing tone, “Bind this mortal to my mind and life-force saving him from a fate worse than death.  Bring his life in balance with the darkness to end life with lives given in vain!”  His voice built until the final word when a bolt of lightning shot through the room and cut a jagged streak across the page of glistening letters.

When Darien’s vision cleared, the smaller boy lay on the floor, not moving, his glasses shattered off the side.  “Kalan!” he shouted as he went to help his friend up.

A few inches away from his hand, Kalan- not really Kalan, not anymore- grabbed his fingers and spoke, “You have seven years to stumble through alone to become something useful.  An unusual bond between unusual people will find a long lost friend.  Break the ties that hold you back with flames of truth, fight the battle that needs to be won, and save many lives with one!”  He finished speaking and his hand fell back to the floor; everything became silent.

The smaller boy broke free of his shocked trance, turned on his heels, and rushed out of the room.  This event was scarred into his memory forever…

* * * * *

“And I never saw him again.  He was in the paper once when he left school during eighth grade, but other than that we avoided each other,” Darien finished.  Karine had remained strangely quiet, but that had helped him get through his story.

“So we have to find Kalan?  How hard could that be?”  She asked rhetorically.  Optimism was her forte, and it didn’t hurt her to boost his enthusiasm.

“Pretty hard; as I know, he left the city in shame.  I think he may have been kicked out of the country after he failed a simple task exam…”  Darien trailed off and sighed once before changing topics, “Anyway, I’m okay with it now since there’s no way to change my future!  Want dinner?”

“Wait!”  Karine exclaimed as she pulled him back to the seat, “We have to find it and burn it; I’m in.”

“What- you mean…”

“I’m in, and I’ll use all I have to help you; now how about dinner?”  She asked as she rose from her chair.  She kissed the top of his head as she left the room, leaving him to shake his head in disbelief.  After this moment of hesitation, the small boy began to work on dinner.

* * * * *

Later, waking up on the couch with Luna, Merrick was incredibly confused.  He ducked out of her arms and slipped out the back sliding door to a concrete porch in the back.  Silently, he slid into a chair, pulled his knees to his chest, and stared off into the distance.

After a second, the door slid open a second time and slid shut.  The person remaining in the back didn’t speak, and Merrick didn’t make any moves to see who it was.  It wasn’t that high a priority.

Breaking the silence first and making an educated guess, Merrick quietly spoke without moving, “I let myself get close to her, and I should not have.”

“I cannot see the future, Merrick, but I know that a person cannot survive for long at such an emotional distance from others,” Karine stated, taking a seat across from him.

“People close to me don’t survive for very long, and it’s better me than them,” he responded, quieter than before.

“You don’t hold yourself in a bright enough light.  Luna adores you, but you despise everything you are; you always have,” she stated in the same calm, peaceful voice.

This was a shock to him, but he still remembered to regulate his facial emotions, “She- she does?  Of course she does- humans always flock to what is most dangerous.”

“What if that isn’t the case?”  Karine asked, keeping eye contact with him.  While she held his gaze, he could feel her inner power working to demolish his hard won mental blocks.

All of a sudden, a myriad of thoughts rained down upon him, and images flashed in front of his eyes like an odd slideshow- all of him.  Gracefully he slipped to the ground and to his knees.  As the thoughts ceased while he pulled the shields back around his mind, he shakily spoke with his face covered, “No- it can’t be…  What have I done?”

 

* * * * *

When Luna entered the kitchen sometime later, Merrick was sitting at the table silently watching Darien and Karine eat.  Luna sat in the empty seat across from Merrick while Darien moved around and set a plate of brightly colored pasta in front of her.  The conversations that had lulled upon her entrance began again to include the new person at the table.

“I really think we need to stop acting like rats in a corner and explore our surroundings before the lack of knowledge kills us!”  Karine exclaimed as she thumped her fist on the edge of the table.

“The door is that way,” Merrick suggested in a condescending tone.  He was merely fueling the feud between them- not starting it.  It was his calm way of clearing the air between them.

Fuming, she retaliated, “Those are strong words for a coward!”  Too bad no one else saw this as a useful strategy…

“Better a coward than a failure,” he quietly shot back while he reclined lightly in the wooden chair.

“Better a failure than a vampire.”

“I’m leaving,” Merrick stated in a slightly agitated tone.  Seems the situation may have gotten a little out of hand…  He slid his chair out and was on his feet before anyone could blink, “Don’t wait up for me.”

“Wait- I’ll come too!”  Luna exclaimed rushing after him.  She, unlike him, stopped at the doorway and looked back at the other two members at the table, “We’re- uh- going on a walk.  Take care of…  Well- her, Darien.  Bye!”

When Luna rushed out the door, Darien stepped away from the enraged female and walked around the kitchen cleaning up.  Elsewhere, Luna met up with Merrick to find out why he had reacted in such a harsh way.

“Are you alright?”  Luna asked after a few minutes of silence.  He was moderating his emotions again with his usual accuracy.  It really was a silly habit…

He didn’t answer for another long silence.  When he finally spoke, it was a tight, restricted answer, “It didn’t affect me at all.  Do not worry about it.”

“You don’t sound fine…”  Luna muttered as she lagged behind.  The air outside was warm with a faint hint of the summer heat to come- too bad Luna only felt cold inside from the previous argument.

He drew back from the lead and closed the distance between them, “Until you truly know what I am thinking it would be best not to make assumptions.”

“I was only-”

“No.  End of discussion,” he stated in a final tone.  His previous speech had proven that the comment in question had done considerable damage, but since he wanted to nix the conversation, she would.

“Well- then stop being so gloomy; this is a walk…  Have fun!”  Luna exclaimed taking his hand.  She forcefully pulled him away from his serious position.

As if he realized that all resistance was futile, Merrick just decided to follow silently.  He was relieved that she’d decided to forget about it; he knew he’d pay for it later.

“Why did you want to come with me?”  Merrick asked tentatively to break the tension between them.

“Why not?  Aren’t we friends?”  She asked in return, “I don’t like being alone all the time, so I figured you might want some company…”

“I don’t mind being alone- not anymore.”

“Unlike you, I didn’t lead a jaded childhood,” Luna joked lightly before sobering up again, “You said that your friend left a few years ago.  Tell me more about him; His name was Cavos, right?”

“Cavos,” he answered slowly, “He left after our eighth grade year.  We lived together since we were kicked out of our houses.  After a few years, Vernico moved in with us- back when he was relatively normal.”

“So why did everyone leave?”  Luna asked trying to keep him talking.

He thought for a second to phrase it in a softer way, “When you have a group of unloved, misguided teens in one house there is a delicate balance over stability.  Elenina, as she was called then, stopped by one afternoon when she found out about our home.”

“Elenina?  Why did she change it?”  Luna asked, curious.

“One: would you want to be called Elenina?  Two: she was in the middle of cutting roots, so a name change was mandatory.”

“Cutting roots?”

He laughed, “It’s something that my kind does after being in one place too long.  Humans don’t live forever- unfortunately we do.”

“So she caused them to leave?”  Luna asked again, taking in his explanation.

“I’d rather not talk about it…”  Merrick replied while Luna caught up with him and grabbed his arm.  He stiffened but continued to move and speak, “It’s not exactly a pleasant memory.”

They continued to walk as a thick fog turned the grounds into a mirror of pea soup while neither of them spoke.  Luna felt terrible that she’d touched such a hard topic with him.  Merrick just didn’t like to speak very much.

As the fog blanketed the scene, a figure appeared at a relative distance.  The figure was obviously female and very thin.  They stood about the same height as Luna in a take-on-the-world stance.

Merrick?  Is that really you?”  She called before stepping out of the fog.  The woman had long black, curly hair and was dressed in a short leather dress that showed she was carrying a sword at her waist.  Luna worked to establish a connection.

“Lucia,” Merrick stated evenly in return, “I wouldn’t have expected them to send you.”  He drew Luna to his side slightly behind him in another of his protective stances.

“It’s been a long time, so I’m sure they wanted to see how we’d match up again.  We made such a good pair…”  Lucia breathed out in a sarcastic tone.  She spoke in a tried and true sexy manner to match the curves that the dress hugged tightly.

Before Luna got a chance to ask, Merrick spoke, “This is Lucia- my… very bitter… ex…”

“He dumped me so that he could become a recluse; how pathetic!”  She exclaimed with her hands at her hips.  Bitter was just about it…

“I was not a recluse.”

“Dressing in black and hanging around by yourself makes you a recluse.  Not to mention you visiting that chick’s house every night- that makes you a reclusive stalker,” she reasoned out as she broke from her last tone of voice and into a new anger.

“Shut up,” Merrick stated in a restricted tone, “That was not the reason we ended, and you know it.”

 “So you’re content that you broke my heart, and now you’ve found yourself another woman to do the same?  You’re such a shmuck!”  She spat out angrily.  If she hadn’t noticed the beauty before, Luna would never have seen it past the ugliness of her intense anger.

“I heard that!”  Lucia snarled out in response to Luna’s thoughts on this, “I can read your mind!  I hate everything about beauty only being skin deep; what do you want- a pretty pancreas?  Move aside while I get Merrick back for breaking my heart those years ago!”

Lucia reached for an unknown dagger at the base of her neck; and, while the speed of her throw bordered on inhuman, Merrick had already pulled Luna behind him again and dropped to the ground.  The dagger skittered uselessly through the air until it lodged itself in a tree behind them.

In the next moments, when Luna finally was able to look up at the scene, she noticed many things at once.  One of those things was that Lucia had pulled another dagger from nowhere.  Lucia also had Merrick by the collar and pinned to the ground with the dagger at his throat.  Merrick was panting while trying to pull away from Lucia’s grasp.

“Do you fear death, Merrick?”  She spat out as she pressed the point tighter to his neck.  A droplet of blood ran down from the spot causing what little color that had risen on Merrick’s face to drain away.

“I don’t fear anything but the life that I was given.”  He took a slow, deep breath and tried to look at Luna to encourage her to run.  Luna sat paralyzed at the outside trying to think of how to help him.  Both failed at their goal- go figure.

“You had the same choice as everyone else in the house, and you wasted it to watch another girl.  Who is she?”  Lucia calmly demanded in a frenzied tone.

Merrick remained silent and didn’t move in response to her question.  Now pissed off, Lucia screeched it again, “Who is she?”

Meanwhile, Luna had backed up to the trees to decide on how to help the situation and had found Karine and Darien also hiding in them.  They had heard the first scuffle and just followed the noise.  Lucia had been loud enough to hear in the house…

“Luna, are you okay?  Who is she?”  Karine asked quietly so she would only be heard by the small group.

“She’s Merrick’s ex-girlfriend- I think.  Her name is Lucia, and she wants revenge for him leaving her to watch someone else,” Luna responded.

“This is really bad,” Karine stated to herself while she thought of a solution, “You’re the only one who can stop this; you know that Merrick can’t get away from her when she’s on that mission to kill him.  Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned…”

“What can I do to stop her?”  Luna asked wildly as she looked over at the other two.  Lucia had lost more control over her anger and the dagger was now at a position over his chest; it was dangerously close to his heart.

Karine thought for a moment longer and then motioned Luna closer.  For the next few minutes they whispered a brief plan and nodded in the shadows of the trees.  After they finished, Karine moved Darien and herself further back and out of the way.

“TELL ME!”  Lucia shrieked as she pulled the dagger an inch away from him, “OR DIE!”  This was Luna’s moment of action- as Lucia brought the weapon down she rushed at her and knocked her aside.

In the one moment after it, time seemed to stop and a lot of things happened at the same time.  Suddenly, Karine was pulling Lucia away from Luna, and Darien was lightly dragging Luna the opposite direction.  Darien waved his hands to get her attention, but Luna’s thoughts were elsewhere.

“Luna- you have to help him!”  Darien exclaimed while he continued to try and get her attention again.  That was the first thing that registered in her mind after ramming the other girl, and that one phrase clicked her into motion.

Lucia’s dagger may have been diverted, but it still had hit the target.  Merrick sat in shock holding his stomach where a thin stream of blood gushed out, “I can’t believe- did you see- she stabbed me!”

“Luna- only you can help him,” Darien stated from behind her, “Even I don’t know how, but you have to do something!”

Merrick, what do I do?”  Luna asked.  She placed her hands over his and looked into his face.

“I really- don’t know…” he trailed off uncertainly, “Uh, close your eyes, and think about what you want to do- I think…  There’s a reason why I never do… stuff like that…  I just don’t… remember why…”  Each phrase was more pained than the last, and his thought process was obviously shutting down.  A few seconds later, he passed out cold.

“Luna-” Darien warned as he caught Merrick’s head before it hit the ground.

“I know, Darien!  Just- let me try something…  Go and help Karine with her…”  Luna shouted in an exasperated tone.  Darien nodded and moved away leaving Luna with space to breathe.

“I can do this,” Luna stated to herself as she moved Merrick’s hands over his stomach and replaced them with hers, “I just have to think- focus.  Focus...”  Luna closed her eyes and remembered the Merrick from her childhood- the one who wasn’t so lost and reserved- the one who wasn’t afraid to say what he thought.  If only she could fix that part of him, but it wasn’t there anymore to fix.

Healing is a delicate art, heal too much and you might reroute something; on the other hand, if you heal too little things could reroute and turn ugly.  This fact, among many others, went unknown to Luna as she fell into her mind and worked on throwing everything she had into healing her best friend.  Karine and Darien struggled to hold Lucia down as they watched Luna’s actions.

Suddenly, the glow around Luna’s hands faded and she fell forward on top of Merrick in a dead faint from overexertion.  In the next moment, tiny candies fell from dark clouds in the sky: Luna’s subconscious thanks to Darien for helping earlier.

Lucia screamed as she was pelted with Smarties and ran from the clearing.  Karine had never heard of a fear of candies, but evidently Lucia was terrified.  Who would have thought…?

“Smarties, Yay!”  Darien shrieked before running through them in delight and singing a twist on the weird song from his younger years, “I’m singing in the Smarties!  Just singing in the Smarties!  What a wonderful feeling- Hey!”  Karine reached over and smacked him to stop the loud noise and laughed slightly at his antics.

Somehow, the two remaining people got Merrick and Luna into the house with him in one room and Luna on a couch in the living room.  When she woke later, she was alone with a major headache and no energy.  It took effort to get from the couch to the table where Darien and Karine were speaking in rapid, hushed voices.

“What’s going on?”  Luna asked alarmed.  Things had to be bad if Darien was worried.  He was usually so carefree…

“Do you feel alright, Luna?  You’ve been asleep for five hours; are you sure you should be up?”  Karine asked.

“I’m fine- what’s wrong?”  Luna asked with more conviction.  Then it dawned on her, “Merrick?”

“Now, Luna, calm down.  We’re just a little worried that he hasn’t woken up yet; it’s really nothing,” Darien answered as he helped her into a seat.  She tried to fight it off, but didn’t have the strength.

“I’m afraid that it’s a little more serious than he said,” Karine corrected and moved closer to Luna, “Because he is a vampire, his body doesn’t replace blood loss.  What this means is that, unless we do something to save him, he’ll actually die from acute-blood loss.”

“So what can we do?”  Luna asked curiously.

“Open a vein,” Karine answered, “and I’m just not willing to do that for someone of the group of people I’ve fought my whole life.”

“But that’s totally racist!  He’s just like you, and you know it!”  Luna exclaimed as Karine merely shrugged.  Luna sighed, “If you won’t help him- I will!”

Even though she was exhausted beyond all belief, Luna pulled herself from her chair and stumbled out of the kitchen.  Darien and Karine watched her leave and shot worried looks at each other behind her back as she struggled up the stairs.

“Please don’t let me be too late…”  Luna weakly said to herself as she opened the door.  Lying in the middle of the bed, Merrick was whiter than a ghost and was hardly breathing at all.

She made her way to the edge and leaned over him.  Gently, she brushed a runaway hair from his pale face and looked sadly on contemplating what she had to do.  Now she had a technical problem.

Luna had never been entrusted with a knife.  Hastily she dug through her drawer, but she just didn’t have what she needed.  Thinking fast, she apologized in advance to Merrick, and opened his personal junk drawer.  At the bottom of the drawer, among a scattered group of foreign postcards, a silver knife in a battered sheath sat gathering dust.

Flinching, Luna ran the blade down the outside of her wrist until it started to ooze blood.  She tried not to drip while she moved the wound to his mouth, and the second they touched, Merrick subconsciously took hold of her wrist and held it in place.  After a few seconds, the pain from the slice had dulled and almost disappeared.

A few minutes later, he opened his eyes and pulled away from her.  Luna, who had been leaning on Merrick, stumbled backwards and landed on her butt in the middle of the floor.  He licked his lips and settled before speaking to her, “Crap!  What the hell did you do that for?”

“I was helping you stay alive- no thanks to you!”  She exclaimed while rubbing her aching wrist.

“You didn’t have to do that,” he stated quietly as he moved towards her.  He reached for her arm, stopped, and then asked for permission, “Let me see it.”

She offered her arm to Merrick, who gently probed the skin around it, “It really doesn’t- doesn’t hurt anymore; it was worth it anyway.”

Merrick pricked his finger with the edge of his tooth and ran a line of his blood along the cut, “Don’t be brave- I see the tears in your eyes.  This should heal pretty well.”

“Those aren’t from pain, Merrick,” Luna choked out, “I was really worried about you; I thought I’d lost you…”

“What are you- Um, I’m sorry, Luna,” he stated.  Her comments all matched what Karine had told him earlier, but he was still shocked that she was right.  No one had ever been worried about him before.

Suddenly, Luna burrowed into his shirt and started sobbing.  Merrick, way out of his comfort zone, hesitantly placed his arms around her.  A new, strange, feeling started to rise during this forbidden contact.  Somehow, Merrick knew that he’d give everything to protect this girl, and that was going to be the problem.

What am I doing?  Merrick thought after a few seconds.  He slowly moved away from her and left the room before Luna noticed his absence.  He made it half-way down the stairs before he remembered how weak she’d seemed and ran back up to the room.

“Luna, you should rest for a while before dinner- don’t strain yourself,” he instructed quickly before backing out of the room.  Thinking that his comment was vague enough for his purposes, Merrick retreated to where he could hear Karine and Darien in the living room.

He walked in and was half-heartedly welcomed before waving them off, “I’m going to do this quick, because it is very hard for me to ask.  I need you to help make Luna hate me- I cannot stand leading her on!”

“How are you leading her on?  Don’t you love her?”  Karine asked in return as Merrick sank to the couch across from her.

“Of course- of course I do…  I would die for her, and if I’m not mistaken- I think I almost did…”  He answered.

She crossed her legs at her knees and leaned forward, “Then what is the problem?”

“She is human, and well- I’m not…”  He started as he was scrutinized, “I’ve been away from people for long enough that I can’t just come back.  I’m not strong enough to readapt- I can’t be with her…”

“Dude, are you whining?  Is strong, dark, brooding Merrick whining?”  Darien taunted, “I have a hard time believing that load of crap, man!”

“Not helping, Darien,” Karine responded, “Anyway, what if I told you to get over it; what would you do?”

“Get pissed at you and leave, probably, but I know, and you know, that neither of us wants that.”

“You may be correct,” she admitted slowly, “but why try to fix something that’s not broken?  I challenge you to talk to her- have her teach you to lighten up again…”

“But what if I can’t ‘lighten-up’?  What if that part of me is gone for good?”

“Are you afraid that it isn’t really gone?”

A tense silence fell over them until Merrick broke it, ending the conversation, “No, I’m pretty sure it’s really gone- my fear is that I won’t be the one to figure it out.”

* * * * *

Sometime around midnight, Darien made his way from the room into the kitchen to make a midnight snack.  Dinner had been quick and small- too tense to enjoy anything…  He needed a real meal that he could enjoy bite by bite.

Quietly, as to not wake anyone or alert Merrick, he rummaged through the fridge.  The fridge baffled him; nothing inside of it was the same as the last time you opened it- it was like the house picked what you needed to be eating at that time.  Obviously, Darien’s fate was to have an omelet made from a variety of leftover things: two eggs in the back of the top shelf, a container of wilted vegetables, and a zipper bag of cheddar cheese.

Figuring that an omelet was his best bet, he grabbed the eggs, cheese, and vegetables and resigned himself to making the simple egg dish.  He cracked the eggs into a frying pan and scrambled them enough to fry into an omelet before going to prepare the filling.

The vegetables left in the container were some seriously sad looking pieces of broccoli, some wilted brown lettuce, and a carrot that had started to turn yellow with age.  Sighing, he told himself that this was all that he was given; and, he really needed to eat to get his one night of sleep for the week to come.

The egg part of the omelet being prepared, he added the rest of the cheese and the funky vegetables before flipping it shut and knocking it to a plate.  He turned off the burner and slid the plate to the table before going to the sink to wash the pan. 

Every time he finished cooking, Darien became very OCD about the state of the kitchen.  Pans, knives, and plates all had to be washed before he could enjoy a meal.  This would doom him, but he’d never notice it.

The omelet, being left on the table alone, was up to its own devices.  With strange, inhuman strength it pulled itself off of the plate and jumped down to floor with a soft thud.  None of this was heard by Darien because, at that very moment, a pan slid out of hands and crashed to the sink bottom, making a silvery banging noise.  So much for being quiet…

The omelet, consciously thinking through his actions, figured that Darien was oblivious and made no effort to conceal his footsteps.  His logic: a person who dropped pans couldn’t possibly hear a few squishing noises.  Darien noticed simply because the floor had been clean, and clean floors don’t make gross noises.

Quickly, Darien finished the pan he held in his hand and left it on the dishtowel.  He swiveled around to catch the person with the dirty shoes in his kitchen red-handed, but he was disappointed when there was no one behind him.  He never looked down, and the six-inch tall omelet used his opportunity for the best.

In the next few moments, the omelet’s mouth widened in preparation, and Darien hummed absentmindedly.  Silently, it pounced and swallowed the boy in one bite.  Its task finished, the malicious egg product pushed into the house on the prowl in the dead of night.

Inside, Darien noted that the omelet must have been a reincarnation of another such omelet since there was an entire dimension attached to his mouth.  In front of him stretched an endless desert plain with a person racing across straight at him with arms wide open.  Terrified, he braced for impact.

* * * * *

“You have to do it; Merrick, it’s the only way,” Karine stated from her spot in the hallway next to him, “We all have our demons- mine is having to wake Darien up so we can start our battle preparations.”  She left after speaking, leaving Merrick alone in the hall to face Luna.

She opened the door right as he reached up to knock.  “You don’t have to knock,” she started slowly; “It’s your room too.”

“It’s not that- I, um, can we talk?” he asked coolly.  Luna didn’t say anything, but she stepped aside and let him in.  She left the door open as if she didn’t trust him; he didn’t blame her.

“You never came back,” she stated dully as she leaned against the wall, facing him.

He flinched at her tone and met her eyes hesitantly, “Will you hear me out?”  Luna looked away but nodded; she held her hand out in a ‘go-ahead’ gesture.

“This is hard to say, but it needs to be said,” he responded to her motions.  Slowly, he dropped to the floor and continued, “Since I met you again, you’ve been an enigma- a puzzle to me.  First, you barely flinched when you finally remembered we were friends; but then, you were able to throw it all away and isolate yourself- no normal person switches like that.  I lied to you, by omission, about being normal, but when you found out- you accepted me.  All of me.  No normal person does that either.”

“I never said I was normal, Merrick,” Luna answered, “So what is your point?”

“The point- fine.  My point is that you’re so puzzling to me that I stopped trying to guess how you’ll react,” he stated hesitantly.

“What do you mean?”

“I lived a hard existence as a child by myself, so I was used to being alone.  Cavos and V had each other- they were best friends and possibly more- but I was always the one left at home, alone,” he replied carefully.

"What about Lucia?  How did she fit in?”  Luna asked while she sat carefully on the floor below her.

“Lucia came, pretended to be my girlfriend, but she left when I drew back again.”

“Didn’t she say something about watching someone?  Could that be the reason she left?”  Luna continued to keep Merrick going.

“That wasn’t the problem- her departure was much before that, but that’s still not my point.  I know that most of what I just shared just now was new information, yet you’re still sitting here as calm as before.  No normal, boring, human girl could ever manage that,” he answered, quieter on each word.

“What are you saying?”

Merrick hesitated and spoke, “I watched over you and protected you for years before I knew why.”

“Huh?”  Luna asked again as she processed faster than before.

“I was drawn to you,” he elaborated, “and I think I love you.”

“You’re kidding- I’ve gone through hell in the past week trying to see where we stood, and you just come out and say it?”  Luna asked, incredulously.  She came in front of him and dropped to her knees to be at eye level while she spoke, “That wasn’t a normal reaction either, was it?”

“No,” Merrick answered, breathing out the shock, “Most definitely not.”

“That wasn’t just a normal statement from either; was it?  I’ve responded well- what say you?” she asked boldly, leaving him puzzled again.

“That depends on what you’re asking…”

Before Luna could respond, Karine appeared in the doorway alone, “I think we have a problem.  Darien is missing, and the kitchen isn’t clean.”

“What do you think happened to him?”  Luna asked as she rose to her feet.  Merrick rose at the same time and sat on the edge of the mattress to be at eye level; Luna followed and sat only inches away.

“I think we have reason to believe that a supernatural vegetable omelet is running rampant in the house,” she responded with absolute certainty.

Immediately, Luna began to giggle uncontrollably.  Merrick only met Karine’s eyes and realized how serious she was, and how dangerous this was for him.

Eventually she quieted down and spoke, “So, what do we do about it?”  She must have realized what everyone else had, and she reached over to take Merrick’s hand into her own.

“Hmmm…”  Karine pondered before lighting up with an idea, “We could find a ray gun and beat it over the head to knock it out before tying it up, stabbing a hole in it, soaking it in a bowl of steaming radish water, and then feeding it to rabid squirrels!”

The other two in the room just stared.  “What?” she asked in response to the stares, “Don’t look at me like I’m crazy!  It works in theoretical physics…”

“How can you be so sure that it’ll work?  It’s madness!”  Luna exclaimed.

Karine caught her eyes and seriously answered, “I’m a math major.”

Silence fell over the room while they contemplated their options.  Karine’s ideas bordered on insanity, but did they really have any other choices?  With this company, it looked bleak.

Finally, Luna broke the silence, “Maybe we should catch it by making another good one to fight it?  Then it can win and make the other one let us eat it.  No one has to get hurt!”

No one spoke for a bit, but Karine had the final plan, “Maybe it’s already left the house.  It’s someone else’s problem now- let them deal with it!”  I was rough suggestion, albeit a mean one; however, it spoke a pure, innocent truth.

A silent decision was reached, and Karine left the room to organize hers before they got together to make dinner.  Luna and Merrick, once alone, looked at each other in awkward silence.

“So,” Luna began, “do you have an answer yet?”  Her question took him by surprise at first, yet he never really had a doubt that she’d bring such a tough subject back into the open.

“Stay with me.”  He stated quietly under her gaze.

“What?”

“I cannot promise you anything… human… or stable,” Merrick elaborated in quiet tones, “but stay with me, and let me try.”  Let me try to find out if I really am a monster inside, he added in his mind.

Their eyes met, and a decision was reached.  Without breaking the strange visual contact, the two drew close until their faces almost met.  Close enough to smell fear and feelings of inadequacy, but still too far to kiss.

Suddenly, Merrick’s eyes constricted and flashed red.  He pulled back at that moment and moved to dig through the top drawer of the dresser in the corner, “Don’t test my control…  You… you might get hurt.”

“It’s a necessary risk,” she stated.  Luna watched on while he pushed through the same drawer that she’d pulled the knife from before.

He pulled a silver object from the pile and returned to stand next to Luna.  He bent to eye level and clasped a beautiful silver object around her neck, “Never say that.”

She fingered the small pendant on the silver chain and asked, “What is this for?  I can’t accept something like this; it feels important.”

“It’s my promise,” Merrick started, “It means that no matter what happens, I will always come back.”

“T-thank you.  I won’t lose it, I promise,” Luna stated quietly before changing the subject, “We should start our training before we run out of precious time.”

Silently, he pulled Luna from her seat on the bed and they moved into the hallway where they promptly ran into Karine.  Karine was dressed in the same pair of jean shorts as before and a bright green kimono top with her hair pulled into a ponytail on the top of her head.

“What are you planning to do for the rest of the day?”  Karine asked Merrick while she made no mention of the pair.

“Pick a television tactic video and train.  Meditation would be in your best interest,” He answered after thinking about the question.

Without hesitation Karine found the station that she was to use and started her training.  Then, Merrick turned to Luna, “Why don’t you focus on your magic and see if you can’t develop control?”

They retreated to a corner where there was a small wooden table, a few large pillows, and a few tall bookshelves of books about magic.  This was definitely to be where Luna would do most, if not all, of her studying.

Luna looked over at the books and picked a very basic one titled The Basics: Light and Sound.  Cracking it open she read the first page out loud, “Magic is the use of power, passed down for ages through the blood, to make impossible things happen with ease.  The first step is finding a focus.  In battle, this power could be what saves your life, though in normal uses it could be what helps others or makes life bearable.”

She paused after that bit to let it sink in.  It was hard to think that this was actually happening.  Her family had darker secrets than most, and it was a lot to swallow.

She continued after a quick breath, “To find your focus, you must look inside of yourself to find the flame.  In some, this flame is very visible and viable; in others, it can be invisible or almost nonexistent though each person who possesses the blood has a flame that will spark into great strength.” 

Placing the book open on the table in front of her, Luna took a deep breath and began to find her flame.  Personally, she felt more like a fool looking for a flame inside because she was pretty sure that her insides weren’t going to catch fire…  She breathed deeply and looked inside, but nothing came from her efforts; Luna settled back into the chair with a defeated sigh.

“What’s wrong?”  She didn’t hear his question at first and it wasn’t until he had said it again that she snapped out of a mini-trance.

“I have no flame.  What if Rathael was wrong?  What if it was you who healed yourself and not me?  Does that make me worthless to the group?!?”  Luna questioned, more anxious at each passing sentence.

“I can feel it.  You have to believe in yourself and the gift you have been given,” Merrick replied as he took her hand across the cold table surface.

It was if someone had stuck a lighter in the back of her skull between her statement and Merrick’s.  All of a sudden, she knew where the flame was and could touch it- feel it- and that comforted her.

In the next moment after this grand realization, the window in the back shattered and the world around Luna blurred.  Everything moved fast, such as Merrick tackling her to the floor, so it took a second to regain her bearings.

When the dust settled, Karine rushed over and pulled Luna from the ground before asking, “Are you alright?  Did you see what happened?”

Luna shook her head in the universal fashion for no before she panicked and looked around for the third of the group.  Merrick was braced against a wall, his hands balled in fists, his face blank.

Merrick!”  Luna exclaimed as she rushed to his side, “Are you alright?”

“I can’t believe… believe that I am always the fucking weak one…” he mumbled quietly, “I can’t imagine what you think of me now…”

“Sit, Merrick, please?  You’re not weak.  It’s a weakness- no one can be strong all the time.”

“No one except me…”  After that, her friend sank to the floor and passed out cold.  Luna caught his head and looked over to Karine.

Karine was looking out the window for traces of the attacker.  After a few seconds, she spoke, “It was an assassin.  I’m guessing that they were our wonderful vampire fiends and Merrick was hit with a sharpened vegetable, their idea of a deadly arrow.  If this is the case, you’ll have to work fast, Luna, or the poison will spread through his veins and kill him.”

“What?”  Luna asked in shock as she processed Karine’s words, “But- but I never got to the how to section of the book!  I could barely find my focus…”

“Well, you’re going to have to learn fast.  Find your focus again and picture the healing in your mind.  Remember what you did while Lucia was here?  Do that again!”  Karine instructed while she began cleaning up the glass on the floor.

Luna obeyed and found her focus before trying to remember what had happened last time.  The whole event had been a blur, though she seemed to remember thinking about their past.  A past that was hard to find.

“I- I can’t do it!”  Luna exclaimed as tears fell down her cheeks, “I’m not good enough.”

Karine didn’t say anything immediately, but flipped through a different book from the shelf and tossed a stone at Luna’s head.  “Lapis Lazuli,” she started as Luna looked suspiciously at the stone in her hand, “it promotes healing.  Fold it into his hand, and that’s the best we can do.  If it’s meant to be, then his body will mend.”

Luna did as she was told, and the two girls finished cleaning the room.  The window was boarded up systematically and the glass swept into a bag and discarded.  Luna knelt at Merrick’s side while Karine left the room and closed the door behind her.

     Luna pulled the same book from before off of the table edge and began to read, trying to take her mind off of her love.  A few minutes later, her strength failed and she curled up next to him, “Please be alright.”  She murmured.  Eventually, she fell asleep.

Merrick awoke to two unfamiliar sensations.  The first major issue at hand was the fact that his hand was burning, and the second was that there was someone near him.  Never had he woken up from anything with someone next to him…  Though, again, the first major issue was the biggest problem.

Entangling himself from the woman he held tightly to his chest, Merrick dropped the burning sphere from his hand.  Okay, so it wasn’t on fire, but it sure was putting off a lot of light.  Once it hit the ground, he realized its material: lapis. 

This made a bunch of things make sense: good and bad.  He knew his body had given out due to toxins from being stabbed, yet he felt nothing.  Lapis, a healing stone, would heal such a thing, but only at a price.  The burning was from two of the same stone reacting with each other, and that meant that his powers had been forcibly used in healing.  Healing would also mean that he’d have to feed again soon.

Problem one taken care of, he turned his focus on Luna.  She’d admitted that she loved him, and he was fairly certain that he was falling in love with her in return.  She was asleep now, most likely due to the after-effects of adrenaline rush, and he didn’t want to leave her on the cold floor to wake up alone.

Though this was beyond his comfort level, Merrick swept Luna’s sleeping form in his arms and cradled her to his chest.  He brought her to the room they shared and settled her into the bed.  She remained asleep through the entire process.

Later, he walked into the kitchen where a frantic Karine was nursing a burnt hand and trying to beat back the flames from the stove-top.  “What’s going on?”  Merrick asked while grabbing the fire extinguisher from beneath the sink and putting the flames out.

“I’m not the world’s best cook.  That was mom’s job, and we were forbidden to learn it.  I don’t suppose you could do better?”  She asked cynically while still holding her fingers under cold water.

“Actually, I passed each cooking class presented at school.  I believe that I can do better.”  He explained as he shut the stove off and went in search of a new pot.

Finding only the one that she had been using, he went to the sink, knocked her away from the cold water, and began to wash the soot and whatever she was making out of it before giving her some advice, “For all your brilliance, you don’t know how to help a burn?  Go and find some aloe.  There should be some in the first aid kit underneath the sink”

“Thank you.”  She muttered helplessly as she wandered away from the kitchen in search of common household aloe.  Merrick stared on for a second before finishing the task in front of him.

When the pot was clean, he stuck it back on the burner and rummaged through the fridge disdainfully.  It seemed as if the fridge chose what you ate and when, so all that was in there was a package of raw calamari, a few cloves of garlic, a bag of tempura, and a cup of oil, “Calamari it is…”

Preparing the calamari, Merrick chopped each piece into small strips and poured the oil into the pan.  Then, he meticulously breaded them with the tempura and put them into the pan while sighing, “Poor Chad, you’re in a worse spot than I am…”

When he had finished frying up the squid that he had named Chad, he set the steaming plate on the table before going to find the rest of the people in the house.

Before he could get far away from the table, he heard a voice call out frantically, “Merrick?  Where are you?  He left me again?  No…”  Flinching at the pain in her tone, he was up the stairs in seconds.

As he pushed the door open, he was physically tackled and pulled into a tight embrace.  Slowly, she pulled away from him, and he got his first glance of tears on her face, “I- I was so worried, Merrick.  Are you alright now?”

“I am; thanks,” He stated as he brushed away her tears, “Please don’t cry over me; I don’t believe I’m worth it.”

In that moment, time seemed to stand still.  Their faces came very close as Luna corrected Merrick’s last statement, “You mean the world to me; you don’t have to do anything to prove that to me.”  Those words being said, a spur of the moment decision was made and they kissed.

In a moment of bliss, every reservation between them was gone.  Neither of them felt inadequate, or nervous; there was merely a safe presence in its place.  It was a minute of ecstasy, but every dream has its end.

Merrick pulled away first, his hand lingering on her cheek for a few seconds before retreating to his side, “We should really… go find Karine and have dinner.”

“Don’t do that…”

Merrick turned around to question her statement, “Do what?”

“Withdraw from me,” she answered, “Don’t pull away- we’ve made so much progress.”

“It’s just- I- This is different than I’m used to, and I need time.”

 “You’ve already had all the time in the world...  What happened to Karine?”  Luna responded slowly, as if she was puzzled as to what could prove a threat to her.

“She’s not the best cook; she burned her hand and didn’t know to treat it with aloe.”  Merrick answered as he pulled out of the room.

“So how are we going to eat if she can’t cook and Darien is gone?  I surely can’t cook anything that’s not from a direct recipe…”  She thought aloud while she jogged to catch up with him.

They found Karine in the bathroom diligently rubbing aloe on her fingers, and Merrick just shook his head at her while Luna went over to her side.  “Can I see your fingers Karine?”  Luna asked holding out her hands.

Karine delicately gave Luna her burnt hand, so Luna reached deep inside of herself to find the flame again.  Nothing but a small surge came.  “Why can’t I do it on my own?”  Luna asked with her eyes wide.

“I may have an idea,” Karine suggested, “Merrick, could you please place your hand on Luna’s shoulder?”

He nodded and moved closer to do what Karine suggested, only hesitating before he made contact.  He wasn’t sure of Karine’s intent, but he knew it wasn’t going to be good.

Suddenly, Karine’s burns healed, and the light fixture above their heads flickered slightly.  Karine’s theory proved correct, she sat looking smugly at the pair in front of her.  Luna stared at her hands with awe in her face, and Merrick began to back out of the room.  He was the only one to speak, “No.  I can’t- I can’t be the reason- I have to leave; I can’t deal with this now.”

“What was with that?”  Luna asked when he was gone, “Why couldn’t I do anything without him?”

“I believe you two are connected; I don’t know much about it, but the vampires all believe in what they call a vita cruor,” Karine began.

“I’ve heard that before; Eleni said it to us when Merrick saved me in the dream I had!”

“I figured as much,” Karine surmised, “Luna, I believe that there are two people who match up so perfectly that they are meant to be together.  Vita cruor, literally life blood, is a state of binding.  You two have been drawn together, and it will be impossible to separate your fates now.”

“So, he knows?  Is that why he left?”  Luna asked panicking.

“He’s never had anyone depending on him besides himself; he’s been betrayed too much to truly trust another human being.  Give him time- he’ll come around,” Karine answered reassuringly, “Let’s go find the food- I’m starved!”

Downstairs, plates of calamari steamed on the table; however, Merrick was nowhere to be seen.  The two girls, resigned to silence, took seats at the table and began to eat.

“This is amazing!  Who knew Merrick was a master chef?!?”  Luna exclaimed upon her first bite.  Karine shrugged, and Luna spoke again, “Should I go and find him?  He needs to eat, and I know he thinks he’s weak for needing food, but I’m worried…”

“Can you blame him?”  Karine asked, putting the fork in her hand down, “He grew up alone before any kid should have to.  Every time he got close to someone they betrayed him.  By the time he was ten, he’d been in more supernatural fights and received more beatings than you and I may ever see.”

“I never even thought of that…  Karine, what if he’s so scarred that even I can’t help him?  What if even I can’t accept him in the end?”  Luna asked into her plate.

“I don’t know- sometimes you just have to accept that fate knows what it’s doing.”

In the hall, Merrick stood hiding against the outside of the doorframe.  “They have me pegged quite well.  I was right to put space between us; I don’t belong with people,” he stated to himself after overhearing the conversation in the kitchen.

He was about to leave when Luna appeared in the door shocked to see him, “There you are!”

Merrick didn’t want confrontation with Luna, so he looked at the floor to avoid seeing her reaction to what he was about to say, “I am sorry for my actions earlier, I know I was out of line.  I, uh, I need to go out for a bit, but when I get back, we really need to talk.”

He didn’t wait for an answer, and strode out the front door.  The second the door latched, Merrick was off and running into the cover of the forest.  While running was physically stressful, he enjoyed the feeling of the wind wrapping around him as he chose the pace and the direction.  Power corrupts, and running was his form of power.

The lights of Licentia and its sister city, Fas, passed by as a comforting blur; the city after that, and even the one after that, did the same.  Now he was in familiar territory.

It was a city called Sorchester at the edge of Louisiana where he frequently visited.  Night had fallen during his trip, but it worked to his advantage as he blended into the shadows.

Sounds from some drinking party filled the air with rich Cajun voices.  Ever since Hurricane Zelda forced the entire population out of New Orleans, Sorchester had become a bigger and better center of the telltale French-American culture.  It was a larger area to spread in, so the suburbs were safer to walk in at night; not that anyone dared approach Merrick in the dark.

Half-way down Ténèbres Rue, the string of lights ended and one house stood looming above the whole neighborhood.  The house was built in the same style as the houses around it; if you didn’t think of the size, it was exactly like the ones about it.  The building was home to an elitist group of people who were in the same trouble as Merrick.

The door opened before he’d reached the front step and he was ushered into a pitch black entry way.  “What’s your business here?” a voice asked from a speaker in the ceiling; a crappy form of security, but effective.

Merrick sighed, having been through this many times before, and responded, “Mes amis sont minus, et ils ont besoin de moi.”

The door then swung open to reveal a room filled with brightly colored neon lights and upbeat Latin music.  An average built man with fiery red hair stood with his hands on his hips, “You are most definitely the moron in this equation.”

“It takes one to know one, Luc.”  Merrick responded to his friend, “So, what does one need to do to get a drink around here?”  He posed it as a question, but Luc’s face fell at the statement.

“Pourquoi?  What have you been into, Mon ami?” he asked as he led the way into the sitting room, “Jean-Paul, Jerémie, Ràmone- you all remember Merrick?”

These people were all past friends of Merrick.  Jean-Paul, the tiny, dark-haired one on the far left, moved over to let him sit, “Longtemps pas de voyons!”

“Not nearly long enough,” Merrick asked, “Your lady finally get tired of you, Ràmone?  That’s a heck of a bruise.”

“Aw, this?” the one identified as Ràmone asked as he prodded his cheek, “it’s just a love tap.  Ma Suzette est très fougeux...”

“Spirited; that’s one word for it,” the last guy on the couch teased.  Jerémie sobered, “What is going on at your end?”

“The usual,” Merrick answered quietly as he averted his eyes, “Eleni resurfaced, and she seems to think I found a vita cruor.”

“She’s probably just making her last stand for Rorecassia before we turn,” Luc stated boisterously, “Wait- you have a vita cruor?  Que ont fait cette advenir?  Did it hurt?”

Jean-Paul sniggered at Luc’s choice of words, and Merrick punched his arm as he rolled his eyes, “I don’t know how I was attacked- I never thought about turning.  Damn- my eighteenth is next month, isn’t it?”

“You’re the first of us,” Ràmone answered darkly, “Mine is two weeks after yours, Jerémie and Luc are both three days after mine, and John-Paul is four months after him.  You know what happens, quand tu tournures?”

“Not really.”

Luc laughed deep in his throat, “That’s what happens when you grow up away from the flock.  When you turn, you hit ageless immortality.”

“He makes it sound so mysterious!”  Jerémie whispered sarcastically.

Luc shot him an evil look, “If you’re so smart, then you take over!”

“If you stop shooting me death glares, maybe I could!” he exclaimed, “Anyway, the day after your turning and beyond you can’t be out in the sun unless you get a hold of an amulet.  They’re really rare.”

“Like four-in-existence rare!”

“Mon dieu!  Don’t interrupt me Ràmone!” Jerémie cried, “As I was saying, the sun will kill you; it’s a horrible and disgusting voie mourir...  Besides that, you can’t eat solid food at all; that will be hard for you, master chef.”

“I can handle it.”  Merrick stated adamantly.

“You’re shaking.”

“I am not.  I’m just thinking; I bounce when I’m thinking!” he responded.

“No you don’t!”  Luc exclaimed loudly, “Don’t lie; Jerémie is absolutely right.  Look at yourself!  You look like a druggie- all pale and shaking- for the only reason that you’re squeamish about drinking from humans.”

“I never said-”

“No,” Luc stated, “I don’t want to hear it.  That’s why you’re here, isn’t it?”

Silence.  Then Jerémie spoke, “Man, just admit it; you need your vita cruor and you know it!  If you can’t convince her to love you and give up her life, then you won’t have a chance.”

“Don’t look at me to defend you!”  Ràmone exclaimed as Merrick look at him, “When you turn, you’ll have to feed at least once a week.  More in the sun, with or without an amulet, and if you use your powers it’ll be even worse.  Can you handle that?”

“I think not,” Luc spat before giving the accused a chance to speak, “You may have been able to brood your way through life until now, Mon ami, but you’re just going to have to step up and mature if you want to last in the real world.”

“J'admets vaincre,” Merrick stated quietly, “You’re right; all of you are absolutely correct.”

“And you’re just going to admit it?”

“Yes; just give me a vial so I can get the hell out of here.”  He answered in a harsh whisper.

“Fine, take a pack of ‘em; four will get you through until you turn,” Luc stated dryly as he tossed a small, black package.

“I have to do it myself?  I’ve never gotten a high off of stabbing myself…”

“No, no.  We knew this would happen,” Ràmone stated in an odd tone.

Jerémie spoke after, adding to Ràmone’s statement, “So we took precautions.  You mean a lot to us, but you really do need to mature.  This is the best way to do it.”

Merrick paled even further and sat up in the seat, “What are you talking about?  Qu'avez-vous fait?”

“What we have done is give you a helping hand towards dependency from someone else.  Ràmone found a local shaman, and she put a hex on the vials.  If you put them into your veins they will do no good; we gave her your DNA, so don’t even try to find a loophole,” Luc answered smugly.

“You did what?”  Merrick asked wildly, “Wait, you’re joking; Ha, very funny guys.”

“No joke.”

“Nope.”

“Not a bit,” Jerémie finished quietly, “Look man- your soul mate, your vita cruor- she, erm, she’s the one specifically for you.  You can depend on her.  We’ve been your friends for some time, but you’ve never been open with us.”

“That charming persona you put off- well, it’s just that; a charming persona- a clever façade,” Ràmone added, “The real you, I’m sure, is way more interesting than this one.”

“I’m sorry- I’ve been trying so hard to be open, and…”

“It’s okay to be weak- you just have to know how to handle it when you are.  Take care, my friend, et bon chance.”  Luc stated as he clasped his hand on the taller boy’s shoulder.  He opened the door into the cold night, and Merrick stepped outside.

“Don’t forget me, mes amies.  Ràmone, Jerémie, and Luc- I promise that I will return someday.  I will take hold of my life and my situation.”  With those words, Merrick was off.  He clutched the black box to his chest and hurried off into the night and back toward the house.

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About Me. Who is me? I am not a very exotic 'me' either... I like to write and read and listen to music. People either matter to me, or they don't: I don't do the hot and cold thing with anyone. Cats are my favored animal and Lapis my stone of choice. I am 17 and in college, hoping to major in Food Science and minor in Culinary Arts. Enjoy.